Somehow I managed to get up and get out the door only a little late from my target time. I left Arvada about 5:10 am. My timing seemed perfect...missed rush hour traffic in every major town I hit today. I was a bit concerned that Annabelle (my trusty Lesbaru) would have a hard time towing the trailer and all the weight, but we both settled into the drive fairly quickly and easily.
I drove into a beautiful sunrise this morning and as soon as the sun started to glare, overcast skies closed in. It was actually nice to not have the glare and also not have rain. It also meant that I did not have to use the air conditioning until late morning. That likely helped on gas mileage.
I really thought that I would have some sort of emotional release (read a good cry) as I left Denver, but surprisingly enough it did not happen. I certainly feel a good measure of sadness in leaving this state that has come to be home to me over the last 12 years. But, I also feel a good measure of excitement for this new leg of my journey. With age comes experience and wisdom and a certain amount of confidence too. I am certain that I will create community and connections, both through reconnecting with old friends and by making new ones. That certainty did not exist within me when I moved to Colorado 12+ years ago. That realization alone makes the move easier.
I also trust that the people in Colorado that I am meant to stay connected with, will stay connected. And I am learning to accept that sometimes the relationships I partake in are not always meant to last forever and that is ok. I can still remember those relationships for the good they brought during their time. I am working to let them go with love and compassion.
And now I am going to shower off the car traveling grime, get a light bite to eat, and settle in for some good sleep!
Peace and compassion
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